News from the underground

11:10am: Well today is wednesday. Which means I have the day to myself. All by myself.. which is a wonderful thing if you are an introvert like I am. Anyway, therapy sucks ass. I recognize the fact that I need it but I really don't like it. I don't even know why. Which I think is the part of it I dislike the most... not having a real reason. I don't have a real reason why I want to stay home so bad. I don't know why it is so important to me. It just is I guess.

I really hate this lack of a memory thing. Mom is saying it is improving but I can't see it. And I am not one to just take someones word with no checking thing. I really hate the fact that my memory is faulty. I hate the fact that I have no idea what to say or who to say it to. I just want my old life back.

1:12pm: I am going to Galena Illinois today. I love Galena.. it is gorgeous.

I, however, hate the fact that I can't type like I used to. Honestly, I think as of right now that is the thing I dislike the most.. strange tho it may be. Typing used to be such an important part os my life. It means something to me to get slowly faster at it.

I will admit i am rather sad about being home. Where once I loged to be here I am now waiting to leave. Home is an ok place but it's not.. me, I guess. I don't even know what me is right now. Whivh bothers me a lot. I should correct that typing error but I don't wanna.. so there it remains.

I am going to Galena, IL tonight. They have a gorgeous fair there.. it is really nice to see all the people there.

3:56pm: First post
Because I can't get into my other account, I have this one. I will try to keep it relatively current and keep people informed as to how I am doing. And maybe a slight bit of angst now and then.. hey, I was comatose for a month and a half. It comes with the territory. I think.

Anyway, I am going to use this journal as a way to keep me sane.. or at least try. Sane as much as the next person maybe. Yes, there will be a bit of angst. But hopefully not too much.